Posted by: reasondeceives on: November 29, 2007
i will close
my eyes
see all
the blinding
colors
in my head
melt all
the reds
of my fears
fade all
the greens
of my hunger
and picture
sydney
on a fresh
new day
the colors
dissolve
to white
as i calm
as a child
in dreamless
slumber
hoping that
no dread
nor thirst
could ever
find me
*may 25, 2004, 6:15 pm
Posted by: reasondeceives on: November 29, 2007
if only the
throbbing
of my heart
translates into
morse code
i will decipher
every beat
convert them
into a word file
print them on
cheap black paper
sign it with
my blood
immerse it with
my tears and
fold the paper
many times that
it forms a ticker
with a flap
incise your sternum
between your lungs
cut your heart
and bury the
ticker deep
so that its
rhythmic contractions
curb the length
of your anger
control the flow
of your tears
pump your [...]
Posted by: reasondeceives on: November 29, 2007
to slither into an
overstuffed couch
or snug in bed
watching a movie or
lie on a cozy nook
near the fire
or read fiction
sipping coffee
all because it’s
RAINING
and i want to
be with YOU
because the couch
can’t hug me
the movie can’t
sweep me off my feet
the nook’s not
warm enough
and the book
can’t kiss me
*may 17, 2004, 03:26 pm
